Just passin' Through

Her ,... her and her

2006-03-04T07:15:00.000-08:00

i never found the asnwer of this question,.. why we live as a man is need a woman, not one woman but many woman to standing beside us. why must be woman who can make we feel so comfort. why must she,..??

i thought we doesn't need them,.. we are man ,.. man is born to the earth as warrior / knight to conquer all of this [everything in the world], and a man is very proud when he see his blood coming from his veins in the battle than he crying for a woman.

they are snake,. their lips are bifurcate. they can act the sweetest thing as we ask,.. but they are already give you poison and then we dying and miss her day by dayo nly.. and her laugh a loud for it. damn bitch!

sorry, i doesn't meant not appreciate them.but i just doesnt understand with their mind

*all those thing is not for you

start over again

2006-03-04T04:25:00.001-08:00

it been for along time, i'm not blogging again,.. i miss write in some in my blog .. [don't be sorry, if my english extremely bad.] when i was alone,.. in my head always alot of idea to write on,.. but if i get start to write on,.. i felt so stupid,.. n all of my ideas be gone,.. damn,..how could i stupid like this,..

o yea,.. don't be shocked with my word to my self,.. usually i called my self the stupid,.. the morron,.. coz there are many thing that should be never done,.. but it's done

currently i feel ,.. yeah like the other posted of my blog,.. always the seem,.. feel desperate,.. i don't know how what it is,.. my as scorpian , always take a point of view for the life as sadness..

about my job,.. i wish soon as possible if my god granted my wishes leave this company,.. i need new challenge to make my life feel fresh,.. or getting higher salary then before,.. or found my beloved wife,.. ciee,.. beloved wife,.

Back again..

2005-05-13T01:06:00.000-07:00

what's up
it been for long while i'm not posting new blog again..
any body miss me ??..
sorry just a joke..
as like as usual , i'm feel like have some
disease..
n' there is medicine for it..

in thought my time it gonna be over..
soon or later,
it will be..

hee.. hee...

Welcome to My Life

2004-11-27T19:38:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. it seem nice song and relection of ordinary young ppl, may be it the same as my life, sometimes i feel so desperate to find something , sometimes so exciting to challenge everything in this life, i put the part of lyrics welcome to my life by simple plan in this season,... here's

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room with the radio on turned up so loud so that no one hears you screaming

no you don't know what its like when nothing feels alright
no you don't know what its like to be like me to be hurt to
to feel lost to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when you're down
you feel like you've been pushed around to be
on the edge of breaking down and no one's there
to save you no you don't know what its like
welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
are you desperate to find something more before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around? with the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding

Obnoxious

2004-11-26T21:10:00.000-08:00

Hmm... i guest,within tryin' write some post ini english make me litle bit fluently speak or write somethin in english,.. but it was not..
i'm still stupid ass hole (:sory, usually i'm not like this)

But I m not giving up, perhaps it still long long way, we must fight to achieve our goals,

happy idhul fitrie..

2004-11-22T17:48:00.000-08:00

there is nothing to late to say happy idhul fitrie for all

Minal aidin wal faidzin

it was greatfull day, i'm being happy. thx my god. but i felt litle dispointed coz you,.. yes you are didn't came home !!!

Anniversary.. (happy birthday....)

2004-11-03T08:21:00.000-08:00

yesterday, is the day that i'm rise to this world, perhaps there are happiness when i cry for the first time. that is indicated i'm a live.

n now, it's my 24th anniversary. i don't know how... i just not being happy by this momment, what's that mean ??? am i so tired to run this live, ??? just dont kow how...

so many things make me sick inside....
i hate this, i'm not ready to be a man. i wanna to be kid forever, just playing game and feel happy everyday. it's doesn't matter what happen surround you. just being because we live for the games

but, this day i make whish, i'm being better and better and finally become completly as human

Yesterdey

2004-10-20T21:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday,..

all my trouble seem so far away,..
there nothing that make me worry,...
n my life seem so beautiful..

all the things make me happy,..

but now, it's seem like hell
just like hell

i don't know how about my life is twisted 180 degre

right now

2004-10-13T06:34:00.000-07:00

nothing is special to me, just suck !!!, and emptyness the day by day in this life.
i hate this !!! fu*k!!

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this is words only, and doesn't have meaning

Leave Me !!

2004-08-29T03:57:00.001-07:00

it's not easy tho make decison to leave evrything that we love, like your private belonging, your job or your girl friend. but you have to,.. cause your life is on your hand !!

and now, i decide to find another job for me, i wanna leave this and town extremely my occupation, i think waht kind of reason to make my choise, cause i'm need to grow up, need new chalenge, need to change my horison. but i wanna stresed one reason why i'm wanna leave. coz i don't want see that girl again. i don't want see that bitch again .

am i hate her ?? sure, i know what i was doing. i never see the girls like her, she felt that she so high.. why i'm talk about her,..damn it !!

i'll survive

2004-08-21T08:10:00.000-07:00

hee. hee.. hi sucker, do you think that i'm down, no way !!, i strong enough to carry on this pain, and finally i'ii survive, i will survive !!

finally, the love is suck!!

2004-08-07T09:20:00.000-07:00

i can believe, that my life so fool, why i'm day by day to think about her only,

test

2004-05-24T10:38:00.000-07:00

today,.. i'm starting to blogging again